haizz..i feel like something is missing in my life.. its not about the money, materials or friends.. something is just missing and i need to find it out. everything seems to move so fast and i couldnt keep up. school life and all..

people change alot, its not what i used to have like before. sometimes i wished i could go back to those young times nothing but toys and play in mind where i used to go out catching spiders, playing marbles, cycling and most of all hugs from a mother. I would build up lego robots, build up a camp and decorate it like it was my home with mini chairs and tables. Army men was my all time favourite.. i collected the whole box of it from green, yellow, grey, red and ect.. haish.miss those times.. Now, its all gone...... what's awaits me ahead are just money, work and more money money money.. come on man. i hate money sometimes. Maybe I need a wife to comfort me all the time telling everything will be ok..hmm...


sometimes you need to slow down to keep up.