I went to the hospital just now to see grandma. she is in bad condition, it makes me wanna cry.but i tried not to. so yah talked to Non as she was super sad abt grandma's condition. everyone is. i just kept quiet most of the time. try not to think about it. there's so much thing running in my mind right now.Family, school, Fiza, money.. and grandma. running away from it wont be the best option.. i hope everything will go fine.. feel super restless right now.haisssshh. one of those shitty nights im having; restlessness, bored, worried, unhappy, missing something and tired..

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