its 3.34 am.. and i couldnt sleep.. it seems that the past is still haunting me all the time. i got pissed and upset.. angry all the time when i kept thinking about it.. argh! dammit sak.. _l_ and i miss those angry punk songs i used to listen to.. haizz but my rebel days are over...
and im still wondering why must she say sumthing like that?? what really piss her off? haizzz.. did i took the wrong step?? or am i too paranoid? or is it her ego? or is it mine? or is it just that.. we arent meant to be together? haizzz.. fuck la eh fuck...
im not the good guy people used to think.. im not the decent shit people used to think.. and i dont like being a hypocrite.. it really sucks.. but at the same time i hate being bad.. its time to make a change... real fast..
Just feel like posting this song..call me jiwang or whatever.. but i love this song..
