i cant sleep right now. strong urge for cigarettes... i wish u were here to hold my hands and say that everything is ok. and that u will always be there for me. how i wish you were here to hug me all the time so that i wont go cold... keep me warm at every night.. :(

i dont feel like going to school next week. i feel like sitting at home doing my usual stuffs eventhough its boring. i wish i could meet you all the time.. and talk and talk and talk..be my companion for life.

i need to cut down on these stupid sad stuffs.

and sad songs..

who cares anyway..