something i'll like to confess to her...so yah.i was never happy for that 1 year except for those small moments. depression all the time.. i was under pressure.. you were selfish in matter of time and love... u think uve done ur part..but u didnt. u were so naive and stupid.. i was so broken, beaten and shackled.. you tot everything was ok when its not because i acted like it was just to make u smile. i was quiet at time and u wondered why.. and the reason was. you piss me off. my days were dark. nothing enlightens me.. i get sleeping disorder. over consumption of cigarettes and flooding my face with tears. your friends suck to the core... i couldnt stand any of them.. i didnt like them.i didnt like you being with them.. they treat my feelings like rubbish. you tot i was ok... but i was fucked.